January 2012
“Something’s gotta give,
it may as well be our fingers.
Touch me, ‘til my ribs...”
– Andrea Gibson (via loveyourchaos)
tonight
is the first night that i don’t want to be sleeping next to you.
i’m tired of this.
I always come home to an empty house
Whether there are people here or not, it does not matter.
It is still empty because my heart is empty.
josiah and i arnt doing that great.. things are tough.
we almost broke up.
i don’t know what to do or what i even know anymore.
I’m just tired.
:/
guys
i bought my wedding dress this past friday!!!
i can’t post a picture sadly cuz josiah will see. but it is absolutely gorgeous!
:D
December 2011
what i want to know
is why do all these big, older looking ladies have to get the dress i want and wear it and then post a picture on the website and don’t smile or anything.
and it makes them look awful in the dress!
it’s an absolutely gorgeous, vintage style dress with a long train and lace sleeves and buttons all the way down the back.
i just don’t understand.
at least they could smile in the...
things are tough right now
i just have to keep telling my self things will be better by this time next year because we will be married and then we won’t have to deal with all this split stuff and torn family christmas stuff.
oh i sure hope so :/
because this is the first year ever i’m not spending with my family..
and i just have to keep telling my self to pick my battles.
I’ve argued enough for a...
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miah is already asleep so i’m going to go snuggle. ;3
night!
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the people next door are either
a) listening to really loud screamo music at 1:30 am
b) having sex and the girl is screaming really loud
or
c) watching a really scary movie and the people watching and or the people in the movie are screaming realllyyy loudly…..
I so don’t want to go to class tomorrow.
i can’t miss anymore classes, otherwise i’ll be dropped but I really don’t care.
i’m just done.
done with this whole semester.
and I really don’t even care if i pass these classes or not.
I just want it to be Christmas and I just want to go home.
and im going home friday for the weekend!
what to do?
oh did i...
josiah always catches my sneezes and says bless you. no matter where we are.
even if he has his head phones on. yet he can never hear me when i call his name?
haha
i love him so much.
and i love being able to sleep next to him every single night.
my miah bear.
November 2011
Sometimes I wonder, why do I even bother?
school is killing me
I’m hardly even on here anymore.
let alone my actual computer
school is going way tooo fast.
I’m already over half done with my 2nd semester here.
I’m learning so much
and making SUCH good food
but i have so much homework :/
i need a break!
thank goodness thanksgiving will be here in like 2 weeks.
oh and to top it all off.
i lost my debit card :[
poop.
October 2011
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it feels good
to be back on here
i’ve been gone for so long. Not just from tumblr but Facebook too. Josiah doesn’t have internet at his house and I am never at my own apartment anymore. I live here like 6.5 out of 7 days of the week. I have josiah’s sister lives here too in this tiny one bedroom apartment. It’s cramped and really tiny. but i love it. i love sleeping with josiah every...
i’ve been sleeping at josiahs for two weeks.
i don’t think i can actually sleep alone anymore.
this feels weird :/
i miss him
tons and tons.
oh and he doesn’t have internet.
the only reason why I’m back at my place is cuz it has internet.
-.-
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In a relationship, married or not... You should...
nathanpersuasion:
Marriage. “When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead...
i am so sick
:[
i had to miss the first day of two of my classes.
ugh
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I feel like I’m falling back into my old habbits
this isn’t good.
:/
maybe i’m just tired.
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class from 9am -5pm tomorrow with no break.
not fun.
i just want to sleep for the rest of my life.
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pick your battles.
you piss me off.
One day I'll be healthy
enchanteeamelie:
and I’ll have long hair and clear skin and a heart that works and I’ll be healthy and healthy and healthy for once.
i wish
my mom called and wished me a happy birthday
and was like
“LOOK HOW MANY PEOPLE WISHED YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON FACEBOOK! OH WOW”
i laughed at her. she’s new to Facebook. lol
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slyeelspark replied to your post: Happy Birthday!!
:] Me too! We should have made each other something. How’s life?
buh huh! i didn’t even think of that! :[
slyeelspark asked: Happy Birthday!!
celebrating my 21st birthday by...
my self
writing recipes for class in the afternoon
and i keep losing my dang pen every 5 minutes.
yay
…
:p
chinkerbelle replied to your post: my birthday is in 20 minutes!
:D! Congratulations!
hahah thanksss :)
my birthday is in 20 minutes!
i’ll be 21!
yay!
wow
the mtv show where the parents pick the daughter or sons date.
omg
i just wanna punch them all in the face.
so ridiculous.
so i haven’t been on here in a while! I’ve been home in vero for a week without josiah :/ but I’m so glad i got to see meli. i missed her!
I’m going home to tampa tomorrow!
I’ve missed my town.
not so excited to start my 2nd quarter on monday though.
oh well
my birthday is tuesday! 21 babyyy!
:D im so excited
okay well thats all.
goodnight. i have a 3 hour...
September 2011
tumbling from my nookcolor like yeahhhh! happy...
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so on pottermore
i’m in ravenclaw.
and i don’t think i mind :)