to be back on here

i’ve been gone for so long. Not just from tumblr but Facebook too. Josiah doesn’t have internet at his house and I am never at my own apartment anymore. I live here like 6.5 out of 7 days of the week. I have josiah’s sister lives here too in this tiny one bedroom apartment. It’s cramped and really tiny. but i love it. i love sleeping with josiah every night and i love having his sister to talk to 24/7. This is the beginning of my own little family. Josiah provides for us both and i love him more than ever for it. It gets frustrating at times. Especially last night when our air mattress broke. We have our spiffs but everything always works out fine. moneys tight of course. I cook almost every night so josiah’s gaining weight! hah finally. he finally weighs over 120. ugh he’s so tiny. too tinyyyyy. but anyways. i guess thats an update on my life? lol its hectic and it hard. but it is so worth it. sooo worth it.